Bossy and Controlling

People call me bossy but never controlling,

I'm always myself while others are trolling,

I just want what's best for you and yet I am bossy,

You should understand we all act out of jealousy.

Lead me on, use me, 

I'm worthless so dump me,

Giving excuses for the real reason you play with my feelings,

It's stupid and sad because you've got me daydreaming.

About our future; that's you, me and our family,

You made me fall and hard, told you all my insecurities,

Yet you just discard me,

Like an outdated Christmas card.

So that's it, that's the end,

It finished before it even began,

I was a fool for I loved you for all your flaws,

But you despised me for mine, like I was never yours.

I know I'm not bossy and I know that I'm flawed,

You dumped me for mine and I loved you for yours!